a lot, but so little

i could thank you for so much, but you know what? i wish you didnt have to give up. you didnt have to stop being my friend. but who knows it might be for the best, i guess.

take it all in

you stopped trying, caring, calling
i don't know what to do
and i've been stalling
over something i thought was true

Admit it
don't blame me
just stop and think for a bit
open your eyes and see

it all has changed
from the past to now
our relationship has rearranged
i feel as if we broke our vows

i know who you are choosing
i just cant except the fact
and i realized that i am losing
so cut the act

we can work it out
you know i love you
just don't have any doubt
just show me you love me too.



obviously i cant rhyme worth shit
but maybe when you read this you will know, cause i cant get through you any other way.

im ready

for updating.

its almost a new year :]
and im excited

oh goody

i look out side and the gas prices are just dropping like crazy!
2.14$ holy cow, i just remeber it being 4 dollars.


yayyyy!
anywayyysss, everything seems to be going really really good. except the fact that i havent been talking to alot of people lately.
oppps.

but i dooo try, its just not working out.



sooo my sister comes back in like 2 weeks! yayy! i miss her sooo much. also im getting braces today.. haha im kinda siked! i cant wait for straight teeth.


Toodles :]

GoBama

our new president!
I'll be waiting to see some good change to start.

a simple smile

is all i can do for you now. the tension between us has faded, but now it all seems as if we are starting to start over. It will never the same, but i feel as if a simple sorry, in (PERSON) would be the first step.

currently

i've had a little drama. PERSONALLY i hate drama, and usaully im out of it, but i dont know what happen this time. I think i Am a little to over dramatic sometimes and i need to stop that :)



i just dont want to lose any friends.
My goal is to make friends <3

and i think im doing really good with that. i have made so many new friends this year.

Soo homecoming is in a week or two. im kinda excited, i mean i wasnt before but everyone around me is just helpin me and I think that its gonna be a good night, if not a good full day :)
i got my dress, just looking for accessories. FUN FUN .


i love my friends. i hate onions, just thought you should know.
text me :)))))))))))

aye aye aye

sophmore year!
wow time flies!
i have had such a good year. i mean there has been some ups and downs but all my good times make up for that! :)

August 18th

I was just reading over some blogs that i wrote in the past, and i feel like i was such a drama queen before. " i hate life" "OMG this sucks" i was so stupid... haha


So,, my sister leaves in 6 days... we drop her off in seatle on saturday. im gonna miss her so much. she doesnt fully know it but i love her so much, she means the world to me... i am not going to survive her by my self and she knows it. she better come home every once in a while cause im going to miss her so much. <33


summer is almost over and to tell you the truth im kinda excited, but at the same time i dont wanna go back to school... im confused haha.

oh so yeah school start on my birthday... which suckkks! FYI september 5th....... :)

i wanna start to write on my blog spot more often when school start. it will help me keep my self in check. :)

June

comes summer, comes freedom, comes stress free, comes new friends.

i started my summer out with a plane ride to Cancun babby :)
it was wonderful, the free food, the pools, the 5 star hotel, also the activities!
I got my hair cornrowed and it looks awesome haha, i look like the dork i really am.
i really missed home though, we met the nicest people in cancun, and i had my first two shots there. haha tequilla. yummy..... not really haha, the bad news is i lost my phone there.... stupid fuckinggg me..... but other than that my summer has been so good.
i miss my friends thooo. :(

so home sweet home.
summer<3

Long time

since ive written in here. and here i go.

on friday im modeling for essay, im pretty excited.

i fell like my body is falling apart haha, my arms and legs hurt. ahhhh



i miss a lot of things right now. but i lovin life

you

really dont understand me anymore. i have been wanting to cry for so long and now i am. i have been stressing so much lately and all this pressure isnt doing me good.

wow

i really miss the old days :P

ahksjdf

i hate it when you know your wrong but you fight to make it seem like your right.

shift happens

time

hey blogspot, i know i havent posted something meaningful inn so long like omg!!! hahahahahhahahahah.. jk jk

anyways, i havent been able to do alot of things lately and ive been so confused and tired and just sick of alot of things. the other day, i had like a totally melt down. and today my papi went to vietnam and im really sad. school has been a drag and idk but ive just been dying. i need a break from everything. i need no schoool.

i was thinking

of how much i love my family :)

sounds good :)

my

week has pretty much been really really long. its also been a very busy week. i have alot of stuff to do. blahh. i have a feeling that im in about to have a even worse day tomorrow. blah. but yeah



please stop and come back to your regular self, all 1100 of you.

life seems

to be sucking. :{ blah...

finally.....

it come! haha anyways, i've had the moodiest week ever.

I'm a sucker for old times