Its Over!

no more science, web design or all that lame stuff :)

haha i actually had a good science class this term. it was pretty hard but now its over. my finals were sooo hard. oh and i took the freaking state testing again.. FAIL BYE 1 point! wtf right.

im going to really miss my web design class. i did like nothing in that class. it was a breeze. it was kinda like having a free first but were getting credits for it. hahha.

now i have Math and Spanish. yay. i have both of those classes with some pretty cool people. :) ariel! ahha. ima step it up this term though. i hope that i can still focus with ariel in half of my classes :)

well im having a wonderful night :)
text me if you like.



night :)

d00d

what was up with you today? i mean seriously be more of a mean person. every time your around blank you seem to blank. You seem to forget im your friend. but maybe it was just today.

Anyways i had a pretty good day today :), i had a nice relaxing/ stressful study day with Ariel today. i actually got a lot, a lot done. school today was pretty breezin.

Friday and Saturday i have dance practice then performance... then i have a party at kabukis restuarant or whatever haha. im pretty busyyy... but then i have sunday and monday off, so im probably going to hang out with the usual :) and maybe its gonna snow on tuesday- june :) that would be nice then summe started and the school had no power, and couldnt take us back. but thats just a dream right.

i missed my 11:11 wish today :( i was on a roll! 4 days. haha well maybe it will start up again.

yesterday was another nice study day with rayven and kyle.
i guess i can say im loving life right now.


OH before i forget! Remember October 22, 2007.. not a huge deal but you know :)
Rayven shut up and keep that date to yourself. please.

Nighttt







night.

today :)

was wonderful. and yet today was such a long day.

OUTSIDE, is beautiful. its snowing and only the street lights are on, for an exception of car lights. the roads are getting icy. Huge snow flakes are coming out of the sky. its gorgeous. I'm having a wonderful night. if there is no school tomorrow i think i will be so HAPPY.

i really need one. my homework has been loading up lately. FINALS week too. my sciences final is 54 questions... its take home but yet my teacher manages to make all the questions so hard ha ha. oh yeah i failed my CIM testing by 2 points! I was so MAD! ha ha.

I'm passing all my classes with all A's. proud of me aye?

well I'm praying for a snow day for the rest of the week, cause that would be Nice's. :)

I'm going work on my homework.....first time in my life ha ha.

bye :)
text me if you want.

No School,

tomorrow... well atleast I'm hoping. haha. If i had school today i think i would have died. i have soooo much homeworkk to do before tomorrow, and another snow day would do wonders! :)

someone should come help me on my homework :)) oh and bring me food!

Well yesterday, my stupid cousin spilt juice on my computer and so i let it dry... then all my keys on the left side of my keyboard are sticky. IM PISSED!

but another snowday would be nice.. so everyone do your snow dance! :)

SNOW DAY!!!!

yay yay yay yay :)
i just found out that there is no school tomorrow, im sike!! haha i had a wonderful day, snow always makes me happy!
me rayven and jimmy made a tye dye snow man and justt had a wonderful time :)
well im off to watch...vacancy.... AHHH

To Angima, hehe

There's a kid names angela... and she's asian.. and she like fo noodles.
Too bad they're discusting :)
Uhm okay really now angela... she is a very friendly, nice, wierd, uhm crazy, and.. fat.. very fat. kidding she's not THAT fat. She's really a good girl though :) I hate when people aren't nice at her,
Haha she's sitting next to me now. Theres this really scary movie on that we've already seen and everyone is watching it but we dont wanna. Because its scary :/


Chips, chips ahoy. Thats what morgan just said i thought it was funny.
He wanted the chips.

Now theres some screaming coming from the tv.


I'm now done with this.
Wanna guess who wrote it?
Ha it wasn't angela. That'd be wierd.
Anyway peace out girl scout.

Damn

I missed my blog for the 25 by 16 minutes.. :(

Anyways, i had a wonderful day,
i kinda wish i had a snow day just cause those are always fun. but anyways i had my Africa Conference. It was a lot better than i thought it would have been. i got a grows ouwwy, yeah i got a splinter.. under the thumb nail. it was painful.

i went to chucky cheese today too :) i felt 2! it was wonderful

ive had a long night and i dont kno, i was kinda ticked off tonight, but not by any one specail. ahha :)

well not much to say night :)

Done

I'm done with my homework... kinda hah :)

i had a great day today actually. It was relaxing and just a chill day.

Rayven came over in the morning and she borrowed my skirt. then i ate a muffin :), we left to school and my day was starting out ok. Then right before i get out of the car, i make sure my strap of my backpack wasnt in rayvens car door when she shut it.. & it wasn't so I get out of the car. i shut the door and my door hits me really hard in the knee. i grasp my knee and start to like craddle my knee, Rayven tells me "Suck it up, and be a man." ( i wanted to punch her hahah.) anyways so im limping into the school cause i was in pain. then like during 1st i healed haha.

My first was just a breeze, second too, 3rd was too haha. all my classes where just sooo easy today. i mean seriously all we did in all those classes was sit and mingle :)

4th i got my work done,(once in a life time) i mean it was peaceful. the library was actually quite... haha weird. Oh and jimmy gave me a bunch of condoms today! ehs CONDON MAN!!! :)

well then i went to my aunties house and chilled, my brother picked me up and now im here, relaaxed and in a great mood!

I was talking on the phone with Ariel, We haven't done that in a while. i miss it.

and i was texting. Also my dad gave me 20 bucks today, it was nice.... and ive just had a wonderful day

i know im boring. but have a good night :)

Woops.

I've procrastinated for like....um the whole freshman year. hah. and yet i still manage to keep all A's. I now its a little late for New years Resolution or anything like that i just wanna making um like a packed.

Start to learn how to stop procrastinating | Learn to always do my own work.

I had a good day today. No bad things happen today. well one but im not gonna explain. cause it might set me in a bad mood, but anyways, i aced my science text, did a great art work in cultural aethetics, andd um i only have 3 classes tomorrow.

It might snow tonight and we might not have to go to school. i kinda hope so cause ive been lacking sleep.. its not good. hah. and i wanna clean my room.

anyways im in a good mood. and im off to go text, haha bye :)

I was wrong

I thought that i had 4 classes today, but i was wrong. i thought that finals were this week, but i was wrong. I thought that this was our last week of this semester, but i was wrong. I thought being single was bad, but i was wrong. I thought that i had life bad, but i was wrong.

i today i was just having a wrong day. ha ha
anyways today i-
went to school,
went to gateway mall.....
then went to Rayvens house,
jumped on her trampoline
went to Rite Aid,
came home..... then went to DQ.


i guess it doesn't seem like that boring of a day.. haha but what ever.

some stories i can tell. :)

I can slide on my boots..
i know "cool story" haha

This one time i drank ginger thinking it was apple juice.

Today i heard this lady say"how close do you want me to be?! Sitting on your head?!" it was funny... you just had to be there.

i remeber this one time i used to call my brother Mater Daniel cause he brain washed us all.

staying on the subject of my brother i remember i bought a jelly bean for a dollar from him... 1 JELLY BEAN FOR A DOLLAR!!!! haha enough for now :)

final

happy birthday Martin Luther King :)


i final realize how much i want a boyfriend. But at the same time i really don't. I'm scared to get hurt, I'm scared to lose people that i don't want to lose. But at the same time i want someone to like a lot, someone to cuddle with, call at night. blah.

every time i see a cute couple i get jealous. And today Rayven and Kyle played a prank on me and said they pretended like they were dating, at first i was like cool, then i realized that I'm the only one that hasn't had a boyfriend or girlfriend. Even jimmy has had a girlfriend. I'm so lame.
I dont really care If they have a boyfriend and i don't, i just want one really bad. but whatever ha..

It sucks cause there is no guy out there that i like at this point. i hope someone comes along and i know right that second that, thats him :). but hoping isn't reality is it. :/

anywayss, today was another pointless day, but it wasn't a bad one. i actually in a good mood. just have to do alot of homework though. I'm hoping i have a good week. that will make me feel alot better. :)

sweet man, i have finals this week. but then new classes! yay!

blah im listening to sad music.. wtf haha. that doesnt bring my mood up you kno what i mean!

today was sunny! but freezing.

good byeee.

pointless

Today was one of the most disappointing, pointless day of this month. It wasn't a bad day. it was just not a great day. i sat on my butt and did nothing really.

i watched 3 movies
-good luck chuck,,, it was OK
-Juno,,, i liked it..it was cute.. not too funny. ha :)
-i am legend,,, watched it twice now,, still gets me when Will Smith cries.

i watched all these on a great site :)
actually Ive seen like a lot of movies on this wonderful site.

anyways. I'm kinda tired of whining all the time on these blogs. I feel so much better. I'm pretty happy right now, kinda restless... ha


oh yeah last night me and Elaina had party pizza and pizza rolls and punch.. i had a wonderful night. she is such a great person :D
we worked on my family tree.



my life is pretty exciting aye??

you know what? i really want a boyfriend, or something close to that at least. i know, my friends all tell me, no you don't wanna boyfriend. you'll regret it or so but i mean whats life with out taking risk. ha maybe it'll happen soon, maybe even during summer. i hope to meet a guy! com'n guys. :)

Saturday

i feel my saturdays are always short, and boring.

but today i feel like my day is going by so fast. i mean right when i woke up i watched a fabulous movie, chris brown was in it, dd-ddd-ddammm, i mean seriously good voice, nice body, perfect face, him wanting me so bad. i mean have you heard his song 'with you' the 'you' in that is about mee. hahah and that was at like 10-12 o' clock.

12 wwent to fan dance,,,,, ate alot.. :) i love red vines. oh and i had 3 cup cakes... god im pretty fattt. ha

after practice, i came home around 4:15 ish, i thought i was hangout with rayven and stuff but i guess not.... and i knoow whyy. no biggy though.

but when i got home me and Thumi played super smash brothers. It was hella fun.. to tell you the truth im just taking a bathroom break from it... hah :)

well elaina and jimmy are coming soon and we are going to kick it.. probably just sit around doing nothing.. but thats the usual. maybe today well do something totally uncalled forr. ill post more when my day is done..

adios amigos.

different emotions all at once.

its nice to kno i have people who read this, and i thank you :)

I have wonderful friends. like they are just wonderful. there the only people i know i wont ever loss. if i do, i think my heart will reach the lowest point it can ever get to. they are my true heros.

ariel- when its just me and you, we make people jealous baby. i love you dearly.

elaina-you have become my best friend in a short amount of time. im so glad i met you :)

rayven-your my bestfriend. i support everything you do, most of the time. you have shaped me to what i am today, i thank you.

jimmy- omg you are my favorite person to be around most of the time. i love it. but you need to stop hitting me.

(no order, i love them all dearly.)

anywayss,

i've had this problem on my chest for a while and im going to let it go. im "sorry" for being dramatic. im "sorry" for acting dumb. and im "sorry" if what i do make you think the oppisite of what i actually mean.

i mean seriously if i say "your a wonderful person" dont take it as "wow your gross, i hate you". i dont get how what i said that made you think so different from what i actually meant to do or say. i just wish you knew how i really felt.
which is
-your annoying at times.
-your not that wonderful but at the same time you are.
-i do wanna be your friend, but sometimes i wish i just never met you.
-i wish i felt like i could trust you, but i cant, well not yet.

expressing my feelings on blog spot really does help me. i mean it relieves my mind.

over all though i had an okay day... then it became shitty as fuck ( and fuck is pretty shitty) then i had a wonderful night. just relaxing by myself.

thanks for you time.

simply..

a single word
happiness
describes me when i have my friends beside me
when i need them most

a single word
ecstatic
describes the eagerness of a girl who discovered
a boy that loves her back

a single word
loved
describes someone who has enough care and makes her has happiness
from a peer, family member, or && lovr

a single word
sadness
describes the tears of a girl
when her grandmother says she's dying.

a single word
no
describe deny, a disagreement

a single word
yes
exception, to agree

a single word
Me, Angela Ngo
Shes a girl that has been trying to find herself through all this mess that she is in. She is looking around, looking, for who knows what. Her current mood is confused.

different

Its different when it comes to you, through the fights we have had. i still always want you to be there. something you say and do to me hurt me more than anything. Although that happens i want to be your friend. You are my best friend. i miss all the things we used to be able to say to each other. babe i miss you so much. i know that we have gone through a lot and i hope when you read this you understand i cant live without you.

Im trying my hardest to understand the chooses you make. I'm trying my hardest to make you happy. But i wish you did the same for me sometimes.

im so proud of us for making it this far. And i know the fights we have gone through make us stronger than ever. And I'm so glad.

forgive

i have decided to stop blaming all my stress on you and face the fact that its my fault. its my fault for even believing in you. its my fault for thinking you were different. it my fault i didnt see the cocky before. but i just need to realize I'm over exaggerating all of this. Ever time i bring it up i start even more drama so I'm willing to forget. I'm going to learn to keep my mouth shut when i need to the most.

anyways I'm waiting patiently for my bangs to grow out. i hate them. i just want them longer.

school has been pretty stressful lately. i really need to learn to stop procrastinating.. although i have been getting all good grades in school I'm not going to survive sophomore year if i keep this up ha ha.

so the guy i like is different than anyone that i have ever met. i haven't seen the cocky or meanness to him. he is just the best.

secrets...

I guess i ruined my "posting everyday" thing.. i guess I'm just gonna write a post when i have something to say.


To tell you the truth i hate having secrets, but at the same its cool to have something to yourself. telling secrets to your friends reminds me of 2Nd grade again. "oh she likes you" then 10 minutes later your going out. ha ha .
but i guess life just doesn't work like that anymore. i guess 'secrets' get more serious. Ive had secrets piling up on me lately and i hate it. i feel like one of these days I'm going to accidentally spill it all out. my life has been pretty stressful lately. and I'm not trying to be a drama queen and make you pity for me I'm just expressing my feelings.

lately Ive been wanting punching someone. actually a lot of people. but its not cause the secrets are about them its because they made the secrets.

when i think of these secrets, it puts me in a bad mood. and again i put my anger on people i don't want or mean to hurt.

When your mad at someone that doesn't know what they did, what are you supposed to do? all Ive been doing is sucking it up and sitting there ready to sock them in the face. i sound so mean but if only you knew the secrets they had........

I'm done for now gonna go to bed.. I'm hoping things are gonna get better and these secrets just fade away from my head.

night ;)

So little.

So little can change a person.
Knowing the truth just bring a whole new side to you. but i just discovered that no matter what i was going to find out one day.

I thought you were different. I thought "he's different, he respects people. He respects girls."
fuck that. all guys are the same. All guys are cocky.what was i thinking?
when a girl says "hello." don't just jump to the conclusion that the girl likes you. its a conversation starter. Seriously guys get real .

Things that you said made me wanna burst out in tears. I just didn't expect that from you. but i wish i should have just seen it coming. now to me you are a whole new person.

anyways..

Just a few days ago i discovered a new secret from one of my best friends. he has always been there for me. he talks to me when i need him the most. he tells me his secrets and trust me with them. i respect him with all the respect i know he gives me.(which is a lot) I just want him to know that i support any decisions he makes. Your wonderful. :)


i wish sometimes that i could live on a island were all drama wasn't approved to be there, where i could forget about everything. just sit and relax. In my dream island nobody hated each other. I wish that everyone would just be happy. Also you could eat unlimited :) ha but my dream island is so far from where I'm located on my map right now.


oh sorry for my stupid blog down there. not all guys are dick its just sometimes i think they just don't care about other peoples feelings.

today i let out my anger on some people and i didn't mean it in anyway so I'm sorry.

:)

expression of my feelings

i just want to let everyone know i dont like anyone at this moment. every guy ive met are all dicks.

thanks for your time.

Just Another Day.

I thought Bright Lights, New years kiss, Happiness and joy because "OMG Its a New Year!" but it wasn't anything other than just another day.

My new years has been any other day. I have made and lost great friends.

2007 was a bad year. It was so dramatic. I feel like i have lost one of my best friends, And yet she is right there in front of me. I mean i don't think I'm speaking for just myself when she is slipping away from our group. i miss her so. She has been there for me when i need her but i feel like i need her now the most.

I know I can be immature,or Annoying but seriously I did nothing to you. I've been nothing but nice to you and you return that with just your constant nagging. I'm not here writing this so you feel pity for me but i just want you to know i don't care anymore. I'm not gonna try to be your friend if you don't wanna be mine. I'm not trying to be dramatic or anything like that. I'm just done.

If I hurt anyone last year, I apologize with ever bit in my heart..